Wednesday, May 17, 2006

First N Last???

What is the first thing that is on your mind when you wake up in the morning??? Have you ever wonder or really take notice of what is on your mind??? And on the other hand ( OK OK all of us just have 2 hands right right I do remember... ) What is the last thing on your mind when you go for sleep??? And if coincidently THE FIRST THING 'N' THE LAST THING that is on your mind is the same set of thoughts... hmm hmm what does that mean???
Recently I really take notice of myself very much... Concentrating about the things that happened around me... And to be frank I realised that for the last 2 weeks the same thought going on and on in my mind... repeatedly playing the same thought... So I'm wondering here does this mean that this thought is very important to me... Oh! Gosh! My life is really hectic recently and here again I landed myself into giving myself more mystery to solve just for the sake of fulfilling the inner self of mine for finding the answer to the question I asked myself...
Is it important to find the answer to every doubt I have about life??? Sometimes it doesn't seem important and I don't really give it a damn but at times I have the urgency just wanted to know everything. Have the kind of feelings like if I know all the answers to my doubts life will be better...
Oh I think now I'm running from my little thought of FIRST THING 'N ' THE LAST THING hahaha now after I really put my thoughts into this matter... Finally I know why is this special little thoughts is all the time be the FIRST AND THE LAST THING ON MY MIND... Why? Why? Why? Oh well because right now that is the most important thing in my life... or to be more precise... its not a thing but its a human... meaning another person in this world that is important to me that is the reason why its the FIRST AND THE LAST THING ON MY MIND

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