Out of guts...

Once I thought that I'm one of those that is very courageous no matter in what aspects of life... go all the way for what I want or go all the way just to live the way I want... Why is it so as I don't wanna leave any regrets meaning I don't wanna keep regretting my choices in life thinking of the past.

However lately there's just too many things that I keep on delaying as I fear of making the wrong choice (decision) which will leave me regretting or more likely fear I'll lost terribly with my choices.... Errgghhh !!! I'm so frustrated with myself :( Does growing older ( ok I admit I'm getting old here hahaha ) makes me losing my grip and feeling as though most of the things are in uncertainty???

At times even telling the whole truth seems to cook up lots of guts to just spit it out to others, like afraid they'll get offended and hurt which makes me think twice even in some conversation ( haha at times even thinking thrice ) Now I'm missing the younger me... if truly growing makes me lost my guts I truly just wanna stay young but its never possible ... ' Time is god and speed is devil' ... Maybe I'll just have to admit I'm old and out of guts now :(

Trying ... Trying

Earlier slightly some time ago I thought I'm gonna closed down my blog since I've not been posting for almost 2 years ... its not like I don't wanna post but I don't have any thoughts or can be put this way - I lost the ability to write ... I can't seems to organized my own thoughts and sitting in front of the pc staring at the screen keep thingking keep trying but nothing seems to appear ...

Walking down memory lane ( of things that happen in these 2 years ) ... too many things happen and yet it seems alot of things remain unchanged ... I stop posting since the day I got robbed in Johor Bahru :( maybe the thief rob my ability of writing my thoughts hahaha ... that incident is not funny at all but since is in the past I think now I'm not afraid of it anymore...

Well maybe today is a good start ... I'll try to post once again...

Lessons In Logic

Today I received an email title 'Lessons in Logic' ... I found that its quite funny and make sense in some ways :) So thought of sharing it here with you guys but hope that those who don't find it humorous don't get offended k ...

If your father is a poor man, it is your fate but,

if your father-in-law is a poor man, it's your stupidity.

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I was born intelligent - education ruined me.

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Practice makes perfect.....

But nobody's perfect......

so why practice?

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If it's true that we are here to help others,

then what exactly are the others here for?

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Since light travels faster than sound,

people appear bright until you hear them speak.

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How come "abbreviated" is such a long word?

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Money is not everything.

There's MasterCard & Visa.

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One should love animals.

They are so tasty.

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Every man should marry.

After all, happiness is not the only thing in life...

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The wise never marry.

and when they marry they become otherwise.

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Success is a relative term.

It brings so many relatives.

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Never put off the work till tomorrow

what you can put off today.

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"Your future depends on your dreams"

So go to sleep

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There should be a better way to start a day

Than waking up every morning

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"Hard work never killed anybody"

But why take the risk

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"Work fascinates me"

I can look at it for hours

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God made relatives;

Thank God we can choose our friends.

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The more you learn, the more you know,

The more you know, the more you forget

The more you forget, the less you know

So.. why learn.

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A bus station is where a bus stops.

A train station is where a train stops.

On my desk, I have a work station....

WHAT MORE CAN I SAY........ ???