A week ago... :)

Exactly a week ago was my birthday... still the same young me sitting here even though another year of birthday approaches into my life and by the way birthday is just another some sort of occasion to remind us of the numbers of age in our life... Don't get me wrong here, I'm not so bothered about what is my age this year as deep down in my heart I feel young and that's the most important thing to me :)

Looking back to last week 7 days from now, I'm at work and what???!!! Oh, what I get on my birthday??? :) a bouquet of roses from an anonymous friend... Why anonymous huh??? Its because I receive it from the florist but the card attached to it bears no name... Too bad isn't it?? Hey hey on the other hand (ok ok don't need to remind me I only have 2 hands) maybe from a secret admirer??? Bingo!!!

To be frank this year 2006 I had a great birthday I ever had in these few years, truly enjoy myself in the company of all my colleagues as 2 of them comes to JB from KL... so its more like maybe the next year I won't be able to spend my birthday with them again and another thing is we'll never know what awaits for us in the future...

I'M REALLY HAPPY ON THE 23/05/2006

Even though this whole month of May is the most hectic month in my life (I really think so) its really amazing how I can still be enjoying this particular birthday of mine and it seems as though the most memorable for me to remember for the coming few years in the future

Other's of my FiRsT N LaSt...

Today is the same old hectic days... Yea by now till the June not even a day is not a hectic one with my job. While I'm driving on my way back home... I was thinking about my yesterday post 'FIRST N LAST'... Yesterday I'm trying to rationalise the thought that visit my mind the first and last thing of my day and suddenly I realised other than this... There's also other things that I've been doing is the same 'FIRST N LAST' so here am I now sitting in front of my PC trying to think about things that some people will do the same thing - first thing in the morning and the last thing before going to sleep... EXAMPLE : MAKING PHONE CALL TO THE SAME NUMBER (Yea yea yea... only lovers will do that), BRUSHING TEETH (Who won't??? but what I mean here is those people that do the same thing first n last thing in their routine)

I think I'm really obsessed now with this 'FIRST N LAST' of my life...

First N Last???

What is the first thing that is on your mind when you wake up in the morning??? Have you ever wonder or really take notice of what is on your mind??? And on the other hand ( OK OK all of us just have 2 hands right right I do remember... ) What is the last thing on your mind when you go for sleep??? And if coincidently THE FIRST THING 'N' THE LAST THING that is on your mind is the same set of thoughts... hmm hmm what does that mean???

Recently I really take notice of myself very much... Concentrating about the things that happened around me... And to be frank I realised that for the last 2 weeks the same thought going on and on in my mind... repeatedly playing the same thought... So I'm wondering here does this mean that this thought is very important to me... Oh! Gosh! My life is really hectic recently and here again I landed myself into giving myself more mystery to solve just for the sake of fulfilling the inner self of mine for finding the answer to the question I asked myself...

Is it important to find the answer to every doubt I have about life??? Sometimes it doesn't seem important and I don't really give it a damn but at times I have the urgency just wanted to know everything. Have the kind of feelings like if I know all the answers to my doubts life will be better...

Oh I think now I'm running from my little thought of FIRST THING 'N ' THE LAST THING hahaha now after I really put my thoughts into this matter... Finally I know why is this special little thoughts is all the time be the FIRST AND THE LAST THING ON MY MIND... Why? Why? Why? Oh well because right now that is the most important thing in my life... or to be more precise... its not a thing but its a human... meaning another person in this world that is important to me that is the reason why its the FIRST AND THE LAST THING ON MY MIND