"To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead."- Bertrand Russell

Screening through my old post come across this quote where once I searched for Jasmine, though its a few years back yet reading back old post now sort of keep me inspired and motivated to get my blog back to track.

FEAR... There's just too many things human beings fear in their life. This quote FEAR OF LOVE... if its so true where those of us who fear of love is three parts dead then there is nothing worse in life. If the love journey, everything is in place and not being hurt everyone will be happily in love yet life is never perfect. I believe each and everyone of us get hurt before yet we still continue our journey in life believing in love, searching for love and bet all our faith in love.

Some are fortunate enough to finally found someone to be together living happily ever after. Yet some are less fortunate - getting hurt once and once again... So for those less fortunate is it wrong for them to go and hide and shield themselves from love - fear of love, never ever wanna get hurt is WRONG????

One who work so hard building his/her own shelter ( shelter from love dear ^_^ ) refuse to ever believe and trust love. Then one lucky day LOVE knocks on the door, bits by bits tearing down the shelter bring sunshine into life once more... falling head over heels kind of love. This time round truly believes in love once again, despite any obstacles stand in the way have faith that love will work it miracles help them get through the rough time ( anyway when in love nothing will get in their way )... have all faith and trust with LOVE. Everyone can even feel their LOVE.

Then once again LOVE betrayed him/her... Leaving her alone and the reason is LOVE can't have enough confidence that he/she will stand by LOVE... If after so many times been hurt by LOVE and worse betrayed, is it wrong for us unfortunate ones to fear love is wrong???

Without love life still goes on... We can still eat, sleep, work and have funs then LOVE COMES AND RUIN EVERYTHING LATER JUST DISAPPEAR FROM OUR LIFE... YET AGAIN THE UNFORTUNATE US IS BEING CATOGARIZED AS ---- THREE PARTS DEAD???

Is it fair for us??? Or what makes you think we can still believe in love??? Or maybe we do put a little hope for us out there, a quote by me myself to every unfortunate ones out there....

HAVE FAITH IN FATE.... Believe in God all these misfortunate is challenges in our life in order to make us stronger.... in order for us to know what we want in our life as we never ever will let LOVE MAKES US BLIND :) .... Believe god loves us all and save the best for last as ITS FATED TO BE

My special Anniversary

Karmen was back in town yesterday nite so we went for a drink and had some gals nite out but its just the both of us... Sort of like planning for our nx year anniversary - known each other for 22 yrs so maybe we'll try to get a few others to gather around but it might take some time as Aileen is away now in UK and maybe by then everyone is away...

We are trying to work out a short trip maybe 4 days away just to spend time together as how many 22nd yrs of anniversary we can get in our lifetime :) At times I do wonder what have we all been doing all these years but I'm so happy that till now we still have each other at times when life is tough.

Another wish upon the stars now is hopefully after this 22nd year anniversary in the nx coming 44 yrs anniversary all of us still together having a drink as well... I know everyone one of us will try our best to make tis works.... LOVE YOU DEAR.

Steamboat

This is all the igredients that I prepared all by myself for a steamboat session with family :) Guess by all these photos that I keep on posting you can get some thoughts that I'm really hungry...

I really wanna keep to my resolution about eating oats only but its getting much more difficult with each passing days but I do managed to shed off a little weight here though not much but there is some obvious changes :) Maybe I'll keep to this diet but I'm gonna get myself proper lunch so other meals is stick to oats.

This is a traditional Chinese food - chang - its glutinous rice and meats and some other igredients ( dependable on wat u like ) wrapped by bamboo leaves....

Its done by me few months ago... mmm mmm saddening here cos no one believes its cooked by me till mom telling everyone I'm the one who did it.. haha how it tasted??? Superbly delicious cos its mom recipe ^_^

I'm clearing photos in my cam so uploading those photos which should be posted earlier on - but as you know these 2 mths I've been busy facebooking LOL...

Deleting older post

I felt as though I've uploaded too many photos this year so I'm deleting most of it as I tried only to concentrate back to my writing only - so less photo now :)

errrr hungry

Why I have to make some stupid resolution which now I doubt I can keep to it... Other than 1 or 2 issues that is keeping me awake till now is I'm damn hungry I can't sleep. Shall I just skip my strict diet and get something to eat??? Despite I ate some oats 2 hours ago my hunger seems not fading..

So now back to my own favorite quotes... Have faith in fate so I'm fated to be chubby but I have stronger faith that I'm gonna shed off all these extra pounds I gained this whole year before the next new year welcomes me :)

Guess I'm forever lack of will power to stick to my own dreams even if its just a small little resolution. I'm sleepy like hell and yet can't empty my mind for some sleeps so what can I do now... Hmm maybe I should get back to my facebook games ( just about yesterday I swear to myself to cut down on facebook ) ... KKKKKKKK dear dear me earth is moving on time is passing by despite I'm feeling miserable here and if I keep on awake tomorrow its gonna be a hard day at work - alot of reports I have to submit tomorrow. Nitey nite

Year End Resolution

It seems most of the time the new year resolution I set for myself rarely accomplished mmmm :) kk dear I agree I'm lack off willingness to abide by rules hey shan't us act out of wits seems more challenging???? Anyway enough of new year resolution since is just another 1 month +, this time round I'm gonna stick to my YEAR END RESOLUTION....LOL

Since I'm forever not on schedule and desperately wanna shed off some weights thinking hard here... my YEAR END RESOLUTION is stick to strict diet - I'm just gonna eat oats only till next year :)

Own DIY manicure

I've been slacking these 2 months cause I'm addicted orrrr obsessed with Facebook games :) yea I know there are other better things to do but if you've never been there you'll never understand what I'm undergoing now...

I've been thinking to post to share about my new interest which is my very own DIY manicure - a little proud on my new learnt skills LOL .. Aware its not that professionally done yet I'm just proud proud proud ^_^

Heaps and many more heaps of thanks to fellow blogger jocelyn :) cos of her new manicure which motivate me to post my little own creation.