4 NAUGHTIE SWEETIE :) - batu feringgi penang

As I've mentioned earlier the trip to Penang all the photos was with my fellows colleague so its more like waiting for them to email to me or whenever to uploaded it at Facebook so today its here another one with AMILNA MILMEL, ELLE, SAARAANI ... Our fellowship of sisterhood ya :)

Uthaya

As I was checking my facebook account, hmmm UTHAYA just uploaded one of our photos ( which I dun have :) )

MY FAV EMO HAIRSTYLES

All the photos here is those of my favorites emo hairstyles except for the one with the flower ... though its not my fav but it does deserve for some credits to go tis far :)

COSPLAY .....

All the while I just consider to cosplay NARUTO or GAARA only but looking at this SAKURA - being SAKURA its quite a good idea only that till now I'm still not very into SAKURA other than her pink color hair.

First Week of August 2009 - HUMAN'S SELFISHNESS

Hmm... Time passes by sort of quickly, nothing much has been done and yet its left only another 4 months to bid goodbye to 2009... The 1st week of August nothing much other than is Carmen's birthday 07/08/09.

This week I was quite upset, once Daniel asked ' is all human beings selfish ' and I told him ' YES ' which quite disappoints him but after today this statements makes me more confident my answer is very true... as all the time everyone puts their own priority first and when others not complying or can't be in the same shoes they just said ' you never understand me '.

What's my answer??? ' Sorry I don't understand you, yet I don't need a friend who doesn't understand me as well ' .. Do I sound too harsh? I know Daniel is going thru all kinds of obstacles now in every aspect of life. I've tried my best to just be a listening ear and give my helping hand as best I can pull through but if all the time he can only see for himself and never once did consider my situation.... What friends are for?

I've landed myself into a few problems trying to help him and in return its some comments like I don't understand him and he feels sad about it. For me its the last straw - I'm hurt and disappointed with this friend. One good thing now is that I can be more assure my choice of not butting into other people's affair is very true.... So it might be the end of me helping out...

Faith Faith Faith

Please god... let me have enough faith to go through all the obstacles I'm undergoing now. I know its unfair to pray to god to make me strong enough to overcome the problems I've created by myself but at times where one is not sure to keep moving forward or make turns or just turn back, asking for more strength to keep forward thru the journey is the best solutions.

Only my own personal thoughts no offends mean here and please no hard feelings pleeeeeeasseeee .... Just assume god is watching and caring for every living creatures on earth, by chance everyone is praying in hope god will lend a helping hand, will god help everyone of us despite who we are. By then god must be superbly busy... LOL.

Enough of my thoughts today as this is a sensitive and just a little out of the mind. Maybe the lost of directions in my life now till losing my own touch.