Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Lost and Found

Lost in the middle of your own mind crisis, never knowing where to go and what to do... Feeling as though lost the ability to continue with the journey of life - Your world only consist of black and white colours no rainbow or any season that passes by... Daily routine and as though you can predict what is going to happen the next second of each passing minutes... Don't know what its the purpose of continue living and almost given up on all kinds of dreams, ambitions and feeling hopeless??? helpless??? Don't even feel like hanging out with all your best friends or even loved ones and family... TOTALLY LOST!!!!
I'm not giving any judgement regarding this matter here but I'm sure most of us definitely have undergoing one of those kind of situations stated above here in the first paragraph... maybe some of us been through the whole scenario or maybe just a small part of it or maybe been there but not as describe as serious as above - JUST LOST BUT NOT TO THE EXTENT TO GIVE UP YET - I've once been there or maybe I think now I'm lost :) LOST WITHIN MYSELF :)
I don't know when I started to have this kind of feelings - don't know what I want in the future and to be more precisely I dare not to even think what I want in my future - At times I do think is it because of the daily routine that now if there's a slight changes I'm not ready to move on??? Sometimes the thinking is just 'Arrr.... whatever it is just let it be' But now I finally got the answer to all my doubts but another problems following this answer is that what should I do to change the daily routine.
I FOUND the answer to my LOST... So this is my title for today's post "LOST AND FOUND" So how lucky am I to FOUND WHAT I'VE LOST :) haha so now you are wondering how am I suppose to found back what I've lost??? Thanks to Charlotte and Shawn - they make me realised why I've lost my life ( haha sound as though I don't have a life - what I mean here its actually my life without a life ) and now I found back my life